Thanks for that, I am aware of the trouble Josh faced.
He's an awesome guy, so very talented. But the thing is that Josh is quite a young lad who probably isn't that conditioned to work stress. I on the other hand, have worked 7 years as an Infrastructure Manager managing a 6 figure budget and the installation of several computer networks - both personally and with a a team, that's a high pressure role. Consider also that the last 3 years of that I worked on SS at the same time. Everything that has been accomplished thus far has been under those compounded conditions. My mind is conditioned to work stress, beyond that, stress is the sort of environment I thrive in.
I'm not saying that I shouldn't be aware of burn out, I am - and Josh made the issue even more prevalent for me, i'm just trying to say that some people excel under pressure and thrive in it. I'm also not trying to make myself seem like some sort of messiah! I'm just trying to communicate that i'm a very driven and motivated individual conditioned to this sort of stress.
But yeah, after the overhaul is released i'll take a holiday and I have one coming up in May for a week also with one of the guys. Also going to take the opportunity to fly about and meet some of these people who have helped me get this far. So it's all good really!